A Dutch Dreamer’s Journey to the All Blacks
Fabian Holland is not a name you often hear in the world of rugby. In fact, it’s rare to meet an All Black with such a unique background. For most of his life, Holland grew up in a small village called Akersloot in the Netherlands, far from the rugby heartlands of New Zealand or South Africa. Yet, this 204cm, 124kg giant has become one of the most talked-about players in the sport, earning the title of World Rugby’s Breakthrough Player of the Year.
Holland’s journey began when he was just six years old. He stumbled upon rugby during a match between Wales and the All Blacks in 2009. That game, where Dan Carter’s precise kicking led New Zealand to a 19-12 victory, sparked something inside the young boy. A week later, he signed up for a local rugby club in the Netherlands. From that moment on, rugby became his passion.
Growing up in a country where football dominates, Holland had to work hard to find any rugby resources. Posters of All Blacks stars lined his bedroom walls, and he learned English by listening to Kiwi commentators like Justin Marshall. This dedication helped him develop a deep understanding of the game, even as a child.
A pivotal moment came in 2014 when the New Zealand sevens team visited his local club in Castricum. The visit was part of their preparation for the Commonwealth Games in Glasgow. Holland was captivated by the presence of legends like Tim Mikkelsen and DJ Forbes. Although he wasn’t physically ready for sevens, the experience ignited his dream of becoming an All Black.
At 16, Holland took a bold step by convincing his parents to move to New Zealand. His parents, Reinout and Margot, supported his decision, allowing him to enroll at Christchurch Boys’ High School—a renowned rugby institution. The school has produced 47 All Blacks since 1895, including stars like Dan Carter and Brodie Retallick.
“I wouldn’t be where I am today without my parents,” Holland says. “They put their own ambitions aside to help me chase my dream. That means everything to me.”
Did his parents ever suggest a more traditional career path? Perhaps running a wind farm in the Netherlands? “No, not really!” Holland laughs. “They knew from a young age that rugby was my dream. Supporting me in taking that step was important to them.”
Holland’s time at Christchurch Boys’ High School was challenging. The first few weeks were a shock, but his determination and love for the game helped him rise through the ranks. What started as a six-month stay turned into a permanent move as he quickly made an impact in the school’s representative teams.
After excelling at the school level, Holland moved to Dunedin to play for Otago and the Highlanders. Under the guidance of coach Jamie Joseph, he refined his skills and eventually made history as the first Dutch-born All Black. He played in 11 of 12 internationals during his debut season, impressing fans and teammates alike.
Holland’s achievements have not gone unnoticed. He was named World Rugby’s Breakthrough Player of the Year, beating out strong contenders like Joseph-Aukuso Suaalii and Henry Pollock. His story has inspired many in the Netherlands, yet he remains focused on his goals.
As the 2026 Super Rugby Pacific season approaches, the Highlanders will face the defending champions, the Crusaders. However, Holland will miss the opening match due to a dislocated shoulder. Despite this setback, he remains confident in his teammates.
“We’re a young team, but we’re well-balanced and hungry. I’m starting from zero again, but I’m determined to have a strong season with the Highlanders and work my way back into the All Blacks. It’s never given—it’s earned.”
